Telling my family I'm insignificant to them...

Hi guys,it's been a while I posted here but nonetheless,I have to tonight.Hope you guys are still practicing safe?alright.
So,I brought up an issue this night while with the family.An incident happened which made me say some stuffs while angry.I had to tell them that I'm insignificant to them and I've always been.I've always thought in my mind after losing my mum to breast cancer years ago that,why were we being pregnant of if God knew that the parents might not stay long to be with us?,why can't we just fall from the sky one after the other,just by yourself?.But I guess I'm all wrong.The explanation of a family has to do with sets of people who knows your secret but have no choice than to keep'em.They're sometimes counted to be selfish, arrogant,stupid, ignorant but there's nothing you can do about the fact that, they're born with you and for you always.Immediately I said those word of being insignificant,I regretted it instantly.Moreover,we're not going to be with each other for so long right?.
Dad on the other hand compares a lot,and take myself not able to do nothing"you can't do that Sam,you don't know how to do it well,you have to give it to someone knows it better.The questions is.Is he trying to be overprotective?Is that the act of overprotecting?Is it right for me to think he doesn't want me to do things my own way?.Those stuffs still baffles me.
Family can be the best thing you have and can ever have.They're also tormenting sets.lolzzzzz.
Still in the lockdown season.I hope this pandemic go over quickly guys.Can't wait to explore the world and write more experiences outside these walls.

Robberies in my Area/ Easter celebration

Hi guys.These days have been a lot terrifying for the community,my family and me.There have been stories of burglars in the state as a whole.Now I don't even sleep in the night again since 4 days ago.Everyone has to stay outside of o protect their property and love ones.The government are really trying their best but it's not enough.My routine now is to sleep in the afternoon and keep awake at night.Is this how I'm supposed to stay at home?,is this why we were told to stay at home?.It's really not an exciting thing to do.
Anyways guys,I found a diary of my late mom yesterday and I was arguing with my sister if my mom knew she was going to die.She wrote Each day she spent as a family since she got married to dad.It's sad.
In my state here,it's just 5 days to lockdown lifting,then we might be able to move but I don't hope for it to be extended.
Oh I forgot.Yesterday was Easter.How did you celebrate?, quarantined?lolzzzzzz... actually,I cooked some fried rice and chicken for my self yesterday .the least I can do for a better Easter celebration with greeting from here and there.
I'm thinking of starting a YouTube channel soon enough,maybe till I go back to college.
I really hope you guys can just show your love to me by sharing my website to your personal medias.Happy Easter Monday.

Are you coping with the isolation?

Hello everyone, how're you all doing?I guess isolated right?lolzzz,okay.So I've been hearing of this movie up and around,and decided to watch it.I don't think I'm ready to finish it just yet.Anyways,I hope I meet what i need in the movie,still not done watching though.
I really woke up late today because of the thunder-like rain that fell yesterday.I think it shooked my community by destroying a building ,thank God,without loss of lives.I don't think I'm in for these disasters.I just want to go back to schoollllll.Everyone is really concerned and celebrities are worried of losing their life work cause their source of income has been blocked.But I'm right here really concerned about the homeless and helpless.They are so susceptible to this virus but they need to survive.May God help.
Nigeria has recorded 2 more deaths making  thetotal of 4 with if not more than 201 cases that are known.And as a typical black nation,I'd say if the ratio is gradually increasing then oooopsss,we've got a problem.I read a story of a man who just returned from netherlands and came back to the country but lied about his travel history and his health condition.This made the health workers to be exposed to him cause they though nothing was wrong with him.Unknowingly that he has Coronavirus and he died yesterday.The health workers are now being isolated. I think the man is the manufacturer of his own death and he should be punished greatly for it even after death for endangering the lives of other people.What's the big deal in being treated?

Pre-occupied by CONTAGION 2011 movie in Covid 19 lockdown.

Hi guys,I really hope you uys are enjoying the lockdown across states.Although,I'm quite fed up locked indoors but I know it's for my advantage and others too.Now I really should thank Netflix too for keeping me going.I think this lockdown is quite interesting also.No one is going to lecture room,no one is having exams_wink....No visitations hahahaha.But I'm totally stressed.Dad had to pack everyone out for sanitation and I almost gave up...lolz.I don't really like hard works that much,but never say lazy.Big sister has been so attachful this days.sam pick this,pick that.Do this,bring that.Total disturbance.Can we just go back to college already??? Better still.I think I'm getting stucked to facebook too even though I never liked it that much cause lots of fake stuffs are found there which make it frustrating and boring but all thanks to entertainment blogs.
I watched a disturbing movie today which I found disturbing rather interesting huh.Its says CONTAGION 2011,which looks just like the current situation in the world right now.And guess what the movie was acted in 2011,it not even near.This questions ran through my mind.Who brought the idea of a movie that illustrated the future?Was it just an imagination or he knew what was to happen on Earth by 2020 and so on,which can only be understood by people who have watched it.Watch it and give feedback please.
I'm I the only one who gets bored by romantic movies?I think I'm the only one.My sixth sense tells me that you can just meet a assumed pretty lady in a library or garden which breeze blowing the hair right up and they had to look into each other eyes for seconds before speaking to each other.Does that really happens??and watching each other lips which talking when you could just kiss already!arrgh.Anyways,I'm more for scien-fi and adventure movies.I get stressed easily while watching people get emotional-lolzzz.
Another day is going by and I still haven't ate dinner....hahahahaha.bye.see you again

How safe are you?

I just had to tell you guys this.my two sisters just came back from a journey and all we had to do to welcome them is,let them wait outside,washed their hands thoroughly,clean it and sanitize.Seriously??? I couldn't even hug my sister!,that's sarcastic.i've not seen them for past a year now.Now,nothing is stopping me from fighting this Corona virus so that I can have my life back.Are you fighting covid 19?or are you sitting down right now with leg crossed, watchinga movie while using your phone??? I caught you..lolzzz...
Everyone is around now and each person is busy chatting.I think we should go back to stone age.......I never said that...lolz.Now even dad is busy with his smartphone.Today is ending so fast and I'm still greatful for healthiness.#stay safe guys

#staystrong

Hi guys,how're y'all doing.well,I created this community to interact with people and express people's minds.You can express how you feel each day with me and more people out there and you'll be just fine.
My Day
Well i woke up today tired and just following normal routine like I obviously do everyday.Now am out of school due to the Coronavirus pandemic and now I'm stucked at home...huuhhsss...don't get me wrong.Home is totally cool but paarents might be somehow sometimes,lol.I can't go out now and I'm stucked watching movies all day long,oh God,who lives like that??.I hope this covid 19 stop existing so I could go back to my norrrmalll life.
I really hope I can get something interesting to do before the day ends.What time is it there?
Although,I'm an introvert so I should get along with it right?yea.I should get back to my movies-wink.